Last Friday, I had the opportunity to attend a healing service as part of my Archdiocese annual conference. It was really something wonderful to attend.
While there, I prayed for spiritual healing for both myself and my fiancé, and that we would have renewed strength to get through the remaining months of the process…however long it may be.
The service had a wonderful priest speaking, and then was followed by extended benediction, in which everyone who wanted to, could kneel at the altar and reach out and touch the monstrance, with the faith of the woman who reached out and touched the end of Jesus’ cloak and was healed. I went up there with faith, I touched the monstrance, and it was an incredible feeling. No body there could doubt that the Holy Spirit was truly present and reaching out to all of us. I felt renewed and loved and strengthened, and I hope and pray that the feeling stays with me and helps me through the rest of this time.
Afterwards they had people in the back of the room who would pray over you, if you wanted them too. I went back there and asked for prayers for spiritual healing and strength as I go through the process. The three people praying over me, said the most beautiful prayer for both me and my fiancé, and that also gave me knew strength.
The whole evening, I felt as though God was speaking to me… and I left there feeling strong and with more hope.
Like I said, I hope that feeling stays, and gets me through the remainder of this process. There is still no real progress. We are still waiting.
But everyday, I continue to say my prayers, and have started some new novenas. I can only trust in what Jesus himself says “Knock, and you will be answered…”
I trust that Jesus hears my prayers, and I know I have been “knocking” each and every day.
Dear Lord Jesus, may everyone undergoing the annulment process experience spiritual healing and renewed strength on this day, as they face their anxieties, fears, doubts, and worries about the future. Calm their hearts and bring them peace to their day. In Jesus’ name, I ask this favor of the father. Amen.